TRYING TO FIND MYSELF- LIFE UPDATE !

Hey everyone !

I know I haven’t posted on Fxshnjunke in like a full week and that’s because I’ve been on vacation and I decided that I needed time for myself to clear my head, This past weekend I took a trip to Ocean City, MD which is about a 2 hour drive ( it actually took an 1 hour and a half , cause I was speedin lmao ) from where I am in PG County MD. Most of you who have keepin up with my twitter testimonials that I post, should have seen that I’ve been getting discouraged ALOT lately because its been soooo much stuff going on with me personally , financially and business wise. So, I just wanted to give you guys a little update about whats been going on.

I came to the conclusion that I have really bad anxiety when things go south or when something comes up and I’m not able to pay for it or have to struggle to get where I need to be. I also been really frustrated trying to figure out my next move as far as my business because as some of you may know that I do have a part time job which I really like because the hours are so flexible but its just not enough for me. To keep it real I kind of want to leave that job only because I’m paid enough, I know it may sound selfish and ungrateful, but as of now , I’m getting to the point where I’m not trying to settle for less when what I’m worth,  every since I left college and started working all of these different jobs and I created so much experience for myself where I’m in a position to get almost any job I want but most jobs that I’m qualified for that pay good you have to have a “degree” -___-  which is bullshit !


On the other hand as some of you may can see, I’m trying to create my own empire with Fxshnjunke and become a full time entrepreneur. I nowhere where I want to be in life yet and I know it take time , hard work and dedication, but its just sooooo hard for me right now cause I’m responsible for alot. Earlier this year I set 4 major goals which was to buy my first car, cancel my LLC which was $100 so I wont have to pay personal property taxes for my business , book my trip for OC , and to start over my online store. I’m sooo happy and very thankful that I got my very first car on my own, with EVERYTHING in my name , I was so determined to get my car this year . I literally cracked down on my spending worked my ass off and I would take a portion of my checks to save every paycheck for my car and by far it was the best investment I could ever make,  Sadly I had to shut down FXSHNJUNKE STORE because now that I am responsible for my car note,  car insurance , phone bill, and making sure I eat everyday it kind of gotten hard for me to pay monthly just to keep my store open and to restock on new items so I had no other choice but to close the store down.

When tax time came around I was blessed enough to book a trip to OC cause I haven’t been on a vacation in 2 years and I felt like it was well deserved . I’m actually going to be traveling alot this year which I am happy about but then again, I’m still solely depending on this ONE job to help pay everything and its just not enough .  Finally on my last goal of the year as you guess it, Unfortunately , I haven’t been able to start my store over because of my funds and now I’m just at a point where I’m asking myself “WTF are you going to do now Dasia ?” . Now its time for a change, although I love my job and my co workers, I have to face it and move on. If that means going to a full time job and giving up my weekends again then that’s what Imma have to do because next year will be my Jordan year ( 23 ) and I HAVE  to be my own my boss , its no other option. I’m not saying working for somebody else is bad but my passion and heart is somewhere else which is being a full time blogger, interviewing some bomb and dope ass people around the world, selling my clothes, creating jobs for other aspiring bosses, putting together events, creating new business. etc
I started Fxshnjunke my sophmore year at Howard Community College in Columbia ,MD and left my sophmore year to focus on pursuing it and becoming my own boss. Technically this year ( 2017 ) was suppose to be the year I graduate college but to be honest I would have gradated a year or two later because of starting at a community college and being behind in classes and switching my major . Last year I promised myself that this year was going to be my year since I knew I wasn’t graduating college I wanted to graduate with life. I guess you can say I kind of did that since I brought my first car on my own and I moved out my parents house. I have so much growing to do and if it wasn’t for the supporters I have I wouldn’t have 13K people following my blog. I truly appreciate you guys so much words cant even describe.

 

I’ll start back posting again next week , I have some really dope content comin out on my Youtube Channel : FXSHNJUNKEBLOGTV . Be sure to subscribe ! Also more Fxshnjunke Spotlight and more other dope posts. I’m looking forward on working with some really dope people in my area and around the world soon. If you’re reading this and have been feeling discouraged about life and why your business isn’t growing they way you want it to YOU ARE NOT ALONE ! I feel the same way, but we cant let our negative thoughts keep us down because if we do we definitely are not going to get anywhere ! Stay strong, pray and GRIND !!! Thank you guys so much for supporting me and Fxshnjunke. I’ll see you in my next post, video, or whatever I put out next lol


Dasia ❤

IG : @dasiatheceo

Twitter : @dasiatheceo

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